Sick but happy, or healthy but sad?

These few days, I'm almost satisfied with how I'm eating. Which is, almost not eating at all. The fever, then massive headache and then, diarrhea, kinda help me a lot with this. First losing appetite, and then diarrhea, makes my tummy flat.

And I feel 1% accomplished.

Not eating yea I know its not healthy but at this point losing some weight would definitely give me something to be happy about. Not that I'm not happy with my life, I'm truly grateful with what I have but sometimes when you lose something, you know you won't be as happy as before.

And no, I'm not anorexic bulimic or anything like that. At least not now.